Overflows

Sometimes it feels like it's just too much. There's only so much you feel you can handle. It's like a cup of water. Once in awhile you are going to have overflows. Stop ---> take a deep breath ---> one day at a time. You got this. Just survive today. Tomorrow will come, well, tomorrow!
                                     

Bad Days

Maybe it's my teenage mind speaking. It just feels like everyone hates me. Do you ever have that feeling where everything you say seems wrong?  I keep having to remind myself that I'm here to please no one. High school will be over in two years and I'll only be talking to a fraction of those people. If someone doesn't like my personality, or thinks i'm too loud, so be it. I'm gonna be judged anyways, it might as well be because I'm being myself

"You're damned if you do, and you're damned if you don't, so you might as well do whatever you want"
Do You My Lovelies

                       

High School Dance Tips

     So I went to my first "real" highschool dance this weekend. It was very...interesting but also quite fun. Lots of grinding and other such things. Tips to make high school dances more fun: (caution you may not like this)

• Go with a date (that you actually like)
• The next best option is to go with a group
• Have fun, but don't get caught by your parents/police
• Wear a short dress unless it's prom (that's an unwritten rule right there)
• Put some dam deodorant on
• Wear shoes you can actually walk in (ain't nobody got time for someone complaining about their feet all night)
• Don't be that person judging everyone who's actually trying to have fun
• Don't have unprotected sex and make sure the dude doesn't have some STD
• Don't puke and go back on the dance floor (that smell is just too nasty)
• Be loud
• Have fun 
• Make memories

Teacha

     Teachers have the capability to make anything fun. Even if it's Bio class. The way a teacher presents the material is a key factor to whether or not the student will understand the material. To all those teachers who actually like teaching and helping your students- Thank You!
                                                               

Hashtag Nails

      Girls like impressing guys. We put makeup on, straighten or curl our hair, wear perfume...and all that jazz. I mean if we really think about it guys don't really care if our nails don't match our outfit. So the real reason we spend so much time on ourselves is because of each other. Us as humans are naturally competitive. We want the best house, car, clothes, nails, boyfriend...etc But all this is ultimately unnecessary. I mean as long as you and your nails are clean, the guy should be grateful. I like doing my nails and I consider it a hobby. I wear makeup because I like it. I do all this for ME and that's the way it should be. 
                                                 

Why Do Girls Diet?

                          
       There's being hot and food. I choose food most times and try to balance it with a work out. Nothing special, just a 15min Youtube vid and I'm good to go. After all the great question is: Why do girls diet? It seems like women are in a constant weight watching mode. I don't want to start with the image the media portrays because it's a topic that once I start cannot stop discussing.  I'm not going to pretend that I'm all confidant and have it all figured out. My weight is something I worry about everyday. But why, oh why am I always in some dieting mode? It seems like I haven't lost any weight in the past year. I am GUESSING that most women are in a likewise situation. We diet to NOT gain weight. Most people don't actually lose weight during diets. It's usually just so we can still fit in them skinny jeans, not have to buy another pair 1-2-3... size(s) smaller. Is there a solution to this constant need to lose weight? I don't know, when I find out I'll let you know. 

Two More Years

     High School is one of those places that are not usually as bad as people describe them to be but still most people would not want to go through again. Let's just be honest here, high school is not really about the academics. I mean I guess we do learn a few things in bio class but when you're a teen the social life is all that matters. 

     I guess I was considered "popular" in my old school. Although if you think of it logically there's no such thing as "popular". The whole social ladder in school is mostly in our minds but it doesn't make it any less influential. Although I was "popular" I had days where I just felt like I was out of the loop. As if I was watching from the outside. Maybe it was because my background was so different from my peers. Plus it's normal right? The hormones might have been a factor of such moments of loneliness.
     I'm starting a new school next year and yes I am nervous. I know it's only two years left and I'm out of there but teenagers have a way of intimidating me even though I myself am a teen. Their "not caring" "all about me" attitude often throws me off. Let's just remember two more years people and I'm out!

Hashtag BeHappy

Take a deep breath, search for your blessings not your struggles, and have a laugh!

ATTENTION: this may ruin your childhood

say NO against sharing

     This is a message for all them motherfuckers- Me no like sharing food.

                                                                         

Screw Annoying Relatives

     Everyone has annoying relatives or just acquaintances that make us feel like punching a wall. They show up uninformed and at the worst possible moments. No matter how hard we try, they just seem to not go away. The question is, how does one deal with those people?? Well, I have no clue. I'm still figuring this whole crap out. Distance is my only plan. I'm not saying to cut out your family entirely. Seeing them once in awhile will give you your space and (kinda) keep them happy. 

Rain

     I've been brought up as a Catholic. But I am at a point in my life where my faith has been questioned. However one thing I am certain of is that we have a responsibility to take care of one another and the planet. God has given us so many gifts. Like rain. Playing in the rain is one of the many things my childhood has left me. Although now I have to think of my hair and clothing and how to clean up the mess "I'm singing in the rain  just singing in the rain  what a glorious feeling to be happy again...!"
Singing in the Rain vid

Hashtag guy probs

     I am one of those girls who went through puberty a little earlier than my fellow comrades. My boobs and buttocks have always attracted a little attention. Most people think I should be thankful for my figure and I truly am. What I don't appreciate is that guys expect me to be "loose". Just because I have bigger breasts it does not mean at any moment that they have the right to insult or touch me. 
     I understand that guys cannot control certain things as well as girls but your thoughts do not control your words nor actions. So please keep your hands to yourself.

Why A Blog?

     This blog is my anger management. I don't like talking to psychiatrists because they make me feel like a crazy person, plus they're expensive (ain't nobody got time for wastin money). This is cheaper and might improve my writing skills. 

     The blog is gonna be my journal, with as many spelling mistakes as I want. If you stumble unto it, be free to read it. If you're offended please leave a comment; I like learning from others. 

     It's not going to be fancy. All I want is a place to place my very random thoughts. So here we go!

Little Brothas

     We can all agree that siblings are one of the best gifts (and curses at times) in this great world. My brother is considerably the most annoying person ever created. He tries to do the least  possible amount of work every time there's a task at hand, and that's only one of his many felonies. That motherfucker just makes me want to punch a wall. 

     As you can tell I'm pretty angry. But I learned that anger is only temporary and at the end of the day we're put into this world as siblings for a reason. I'm just gonna take a deep breath, do some yoga, drink tea or whatever will help release the pressure from anger. 

Hashtag Friends

     Finding true friends is a process which is sometimes long, sometimes short (because you've just known the person forever). But man when you find him/her it will be so worth it.  And sometimes you just gotta go through the crappiest people to find that one true friend. I Guess I shouldn't say "find" since you don't go some place to find them. It's destiny and meant to be. You just find each other at one point or another.  (Could this be any cheesier??)

Random Thoughts

Hashtag Selfie